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Jan. 10th, 2008

ouran

My boyfriend left me!!!

 
My boyfriend left me!!!!!!!!
Okay, so it might ‘just’ be for 3 weeks, but I miss him terribly. He went all the way to the Philippines to go surfing with his brother. A few days before he left he said “Btw, I can’t swim and I’ve been close to drowning many times, but don’t worry.” How can I not worry?? I just want him back – now!
 
I haven’t seen him since Saturday, when I left his place so he could pack for the trip…He’ll come back February 1st! That’s like next month!!!!!!!!!!!
 
I just have to do stuff to get him off my mind. So I work hard, but all I get from that is a soar body. He’s still on my mind. I know I’m IN love, but I think perhaps I also love him. Pure and simple “I love him!”
 
He’s 28, so he’s had a lot of girlfriends before me. One day we talked about names and he said something like “I’ve dated 3 Camillas and 3 *whatevers*…”.
Part of me want to know about his past lovers, but I also know that I’ll compare myself to them. And if I’m not best (and how likely is that?), I’ll get jealous of these girls. So I’ve come to the conclusion that I don’t want to know about them.
 
What am I doing? I thought I’d write about something else than Stephen, but I guess he’s still very much on my mind.
 
To change the subject… I’m really happy Mia’s moving in. I haven’t seen her lately. Actually I haven’t seen any of my friends lately. But I’ve got plans to hang out with Dina soon. I’m looking very much forward to it. I miss Dina. I haven’t seen her in a very long (too long) time.
 
Apparently Dina and Stephen’s brother, Gos, have talked. Saturday morning when I got up (I was at Stephen’s place) Gos was sitting in the living room and his first words were “Dina sends her greetings!” I was very surprised. I mean I know they’ve talked but still!!
Stephen was the one who told me that Gos and Dina talked. I think he said something like “I think your friend Dina is on Blackmarket. 16years. From Østerbro. Wanna go back to Japan.” I had to agree, it sounded like her. Then a day later or something he said “Your friend Dina and my brother have talked together on Blackmarket.” Then shortly after Dina texted me, saying the same. I was so surprised!
 
Dina is the only one of my friends, whom Stephen have, sorta, met. One day (back when Stephen and I were ‘just’ friends), I met with Dina after work (it was a Friday and I was going to stay at Dina’s that weekend. I think it was Culture Night) so when we were crossing Bernsdorffsgade at the Vesterbrogade intersection/juncture/whatever-it’s-call-thing, I saw Stephen and I waved. He was on his bike but he waved back.
 Then I was like “Dina! Did you see him?”
And she said “Yeah, but I didn’t pay much attention to him. Why?”
“That’s Stephen. The one I was just telling you about!”
She remembered he had a round head, and that he looked kinda cute. Well, at least she pays more attention that Stephen. When I later said I was with Dina that night. He asked if she was the very short person, but Dina’s about my height. He couldn’t remember her. He didn’t pay enough attention! I just hope he pays more attention to the sharks, when he’s surfing.
And I end back at Stephen! Apparently I can’t get him off my mind… But on the other hand, what would it say about our relationship if I had already forgotten him now?
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Nov. 13th, 2007

ouran

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Yay! An update! 

I'm in love! ^_^
I'm in love with Stephen! 
Stephen borrowed some cds from me and he said he likes Kannivalism a lot! That's nice since it's probably my fave band. He also likes Serial Number, Kirito and LM.C... And he still has my Scrubs dvds. 
Stephen is from the Philippines. He's shorter than me (I'm 170cm and he's 166cm)!

I've been sick since Berlin. I had to stay in bed for a week. Due to this sickness I've lost 5kg, so right now I weigh too little (55kg!). Need to gain! Since I started working at the Post I've lost 10kg. So I need to gain now...

I need to go take a shower now! Gotta get ready for work now!

Oct. 15th, 2007

keiyuu pretty

An Update!!

Lige først, så har jeg ikke været på LJ længe, så jeg har nok misset en del venne-poster, men jeg prøvede at læse en del i dag, så jeg har læst en del, men bare ikke kommenteret noget >_< Sorry!!

Der er sket en hel del på det sidste!!
Stephen og jeg er begyndt at snakke meget sammen... Jeg tror måske at jeg nok er forelsket i ham! >_<
I fredags fik han mit mobil nr og lørdag aften skrev vi sammen... Han skrev bl.a. "Jeg savner dig som aktivisterne savner ungdomshuset". ^_^ Det var sødt! ^_^ I øjeblikket er han altså det jeg tænker mest på. I går aftes kunne jeg ikke falde i søvn, fordi jeg blev ved man at tænke på ham, og i dag da jeg vågnede var han det første jeg tænkte på (efter jeg lige havde tænk på min meget mærkelige drøm, der handlede om noget post >_< Hvorfor drømmer jeg stadig om post!?)... 

I går var en lidt mærkelig dag. Jeg ved ikke om det var tidspunktet eller ordene brugt, men en almindelig samtale blev næsten til et skænderi, og det var ikke fedt! Ord blev misforstået og alt gik bare galt!! Jeg tror det er fint mellem os alle nu, men jeg ved det ikke med sikkerhed!!

Oct. 4th, 2007

ouran

Det er sommer, det er sol og det er søndag... næsten!

Jeg kan godt lide frivilligt overarbejde – det får vi sodavand for! Kan også godt lide My Chemical Romance og Fall Out Boy!
 
I går på arbejdet talte jeg med Stephen og en af hans vener. Nævnte at jeg godt kunne lide Scrubs (det kunne Stephens ven også), men Stephen sagde ”Jeg troede det var en taber serie.” WHAT!!!! Så måtte vi forklare ham at det ikke var en taber serie! Vii fik ham omvendt! Han sagde at han nok skulle prøve at se nogle afsnit så! Yay!

Oct. 2nd, 2007

keiyuu pretty

Batman er mere cool end Superman, for han er et menneske der kæmper mod det onde!

På mit arbejde er jeg i to afdelinger; ECØ, som er der hvor jeg er chauffør; Visiteringen, som er der jeg sortere breve.
Når jeg køre rundt er det meget ensomt. Der er ingen at snakke med og det bliver lidt kedeligt på den måde. I visiteringen er der altid nogen at snakke med. I dag skulle jeg lære en op i at sortere breve i omladningen (sorry, hvis ordene giver ingen mening). Mig som lærer!! Hihi!
Bagefter blev jeg sendt over til balkon 2, hvor jeg skulle stå sammen med en fyr, som jeg har set flere gange,men aldrig rigtig snakket med. I dag snakkede vi. Han startede med at sige undskyld for noget der var sket flere uger før. Kan lige så godt fortælle hvad det var.
Jeg har fri kl 22 og en dag da jeg skulle gå, blev jeg stoppet af to fyre. De sagde at deres ven skulle købe en perfume til sin veninde og syntes jeg duftede godt, så de ville gerne vide hvilken perfume jeg havde på. Mens de sagde det pejede de over mod deres ven (som så var ham der fra før – altså ham jeg stod sammed med på balkon 2). Deres ven så meget genert ud og jeg følte mig meget udsat. Alle mennesker i nærheden kiggede på mig og de to fyre (de snakkede højt). Jeg svarede at jeg havde Euphoria af Calvin Klein på og så skyndte jeg mig væk.
I dag sagde ”deres ven” så undskyld for det. Det var ikke meningen at de skulle have spurgt mig. Han havde snakket med sin veninde om perfumer og havde nævnt at jeg, ”hende den nye”, havde en god perfume på. Det havde de to fyre så hørt og syntes at de skulle lave et stort nummer ud af det.
Nå ja, han hedder Stephen, ham fra balkon 2, og ham er jeg nok lidt interesseret i! ^^ Ved heller ikke om han har en kæreste. Måske er hans ”veninde” en kæreste? Han sagde i hvert fald at hun hedder Bettina og har fregner. Men nu må vi se hvad der sker!
I går på arbejdet var der tvunget en times overarbejde. Det var okay med mig. Skulle alligevel ikke skynde mig hjem eller noget.
Der snakkede jeg med Antonio (fandt ud af i dag hvad han hed). Han sagde at piger ikke høre til i biler, og at han ikke kunne forstå at min chef havde lukket mig ud i Kbh i en bil (har i set billedet af min bil i sidste post?). Det var alt sammen sagt i joke, men jeg blev lidt irriteret over det til sidst.
I dag spurgte han så om jeg var kørt galt, og da jeg sagde nej, så indrømmede han at jeg måske nok godt må køre en bil.
Han er nu meget sjov!
Mange siger at det er kedeligt at være i visiteringen, men jeg kan meget godt lide det. Synes det er hyggeligt at snakke med andre mennesker. Der er unge mennesker i visiteringen, mens dem i ECØ er lidt ældre. Jeg snakker fint med dem i ECØ også, men det er lidt lettere at snakke med unge mennesker.
Nå, det var lige lidt om mit liv i dag ^^!
Pas på jer selv alle sammen!!
Sarabai bai!

Sep. 28th, 2007

keiyuu pretty

I'm tired...

The internet is working again!! It feels likes it's years since I was last online... Stupid internet!!

Hey Dina!! 
I was thinking... I don't have plans this weekend. (I do have plans; just relaxing but I can do that anywhere)..Perhaps we can hang out? I can come to your house since you can't come here. I can come Saturday afternoon. Perhaps this is the wrong place to ask this... I'll text-messange you later. 

I bought a cd today... Fall Out Boy; Infinity on high. 

And Lise, do we have plans the first weekend in October? I'm not sure what we planned >_< I tried to text you, but something is wrong with your phone, cuz the message can't be delivered....

Sep. 20th, 2007

mai guitar god

I want to be able to fly!!!

Kannivalism is releasing a new single in November. In 3 edition, if I remember correctly.
Serial number is releasing one in October.
I've preordered all. 
I also really want the Kra mini-album "Creature", but I can't afford to buy all! >_<
Also really want the alice nine album and single, but at least Alice has preordered them. We don't really new two of the same album... Right?

Sep. 12th, 2007

Yasuno food

A dead pink bear (T_T)

How could they??? They are killing the pink bear!!!! (And I have the pics to show!! At the end of this post)

Fill out fushite's thing...


100 points to who ever guess who killed the bear!!


And now I'm off to work!!

Sep. 5th, 2007

keiyuu pretty

Updating!! YAY!

I'm updating! Just had a few things to share... ^_^

There is this guy at work. He was my teacher Tuesday and Wednesday. Tuesday was my first day out on the job. Have I mentioned, my job is about driving around Copenhagen and collecting post from … “firmaer” (what is that in English? >_<)? Well, this guy drove the car Tuesday and just showed me how it was done. Then Wednesday I had to drive the car, but he was sitting next to me guiding me through the city…
The thing is, me and this guy have NO chemistry! At least that is what I think. We don’t talk easily. If he said anything I would just reply and he would go “yes” or “okay.” And it went the other way around too. He even mentioned he had been to Japan, and still I had nothing to say.
First I thought I really liked the guy... you know like when you are a kid and the people you like you don’t talk to. But I don’t really like him, so I guess that can’t be the case. Then I figured I must hate the guy, but I don’t see why I would hate him! It’s so confusing… What do I think of him and why can’t I talk to him? I’ve seen him a few times today and we wave at each other (we’re in two different cars and we’re on a tight schedule so there’s no time to sit around and talk).
There are many others at work I talk to quite easily, so why not him? I don’t get it! >_<
I suppose the chemistry is just …off?
 
Something else, where the f**k are my An Café singles? I want them and I know they’ve been sent… I suppose they are being held back at “tolden”…
 
I’m getting the SuG singles and the Connon Ball Vol 3! Dina ordered them to me for Christmas (last weekend) but they haven’t arrived yet (perhaps it has something to do with the fact that the Alterna single is released on Wednesday). Can’t wait to get them!!!
 

Aug. 30th, 2007

keiyuu umbrella

ZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz

Damn, I'm so tired but I don't want to go to sleep.. Just have to say a few things!

To all my LJ-friends, sorry I comment often at the moment! The new job is taking a lot of time and energy and I'm just too tired... I try to read all your entries, but even there I fail >_< Sorry!! It not that I don't care, I'm just to busy... I don't think I'll be updating that much in the near future, but let's see...

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