My boyfriend left me!!!!!!!!
Okay, so it might ‘just’ be for 3 weeks, but I miss him terribly. He went all the way to the Philippines to go surfing with his brother. A few days before he left he said “Btw, I can’t swim and I’ve been close to drowning many times, but don’t worry.” How can I not worry?? I just want him back – now!
I haven’t seen him since Saturday, when I left his place so he could pack for the trip…He’ll come back February 1st! That’s like next month!!!!!!!!!!!
I just have to do stuff to get him off my mind. So I work hard, but all I get from that is a soar body. He’s still on my mind. I know I’m IN love, but I think perhaps I also love him. Pure and simple “I love him!”
He’s 28, so he’s had a lot of girlfriends before me. One day we talked about names and he said something like “I’ve dated 3 Camillas and 3 *whatevers*…”.
Part of me want to know about his past lovers, but I also know that I’ll compare myself to them. And if I’m not best (and how likely is that?), I’ll get jealous of these girls. So I’ve come to the conclusion that I don’t want to know about them.
What am I doing? I thought I’d write about something else than Stephen, but I guess he’s still very much on my mind.
To change the subject… I’m really happy Mia’s moving in. I haven’t seen her lately. Actually I haven’t seen any of my friends lately. But I’ve got plans to hang out with Dina soon. I’m looking very much forward to it. I miss Dina. I haven’t seen her in a very long (too long) time.
Apparently Dina and Stephen’s brother, Gos, have talked. Saturday morning when I got up (I was at Stephen’s place) Gos was sitting in the living room and his first words were “Dina sends her greetings!” I was very surprised. I mean I know they’ve talked but still!!
Stephen was the one who told me that Gos and Dina talked. I think he said something like “I think your friend Dina is on Blackmarket. 16years. From Østerbro. Wanna go back to Japan.” I had to agree, it sounded like her. Then a day later or something he said “Your friend Dina and my brother have talked together on Blackmarket.” Then shortly after Dina texted me, saying the same. I was so surprised!
Dina is the only one of my friends, whom Stephen have, sorta, met. One day (back when Stephen and I were ‘just’ friends), I met with Dina after work (it was a Friday and I was going to stay at Dina’s that weekend. I think it was Culture Night) so when we were crossing Bernsdorffsgade at the Vesterbrogade intersection/juncture/whatever-it’s-call-thing, I saw Stephen and I waved. He was on his bike but he waved back.
Then I was like “Dina! Did you see him?”
And she said “Yeah, but I didn’t pay much attention to him. Why?”
“That’s Stephen. The one I was just telling you about!”
She remembered he had a round head, and that he looked kinda cute. Well, at least she pays more attention that Stephen. When I later said I was with Dina that night. He asked if she was the very short person, but Dina’s about my height. He couldn’t remember her. He didn’t pay enough attention! I just hope he pays more attention to the sharks, when he’s surfing.
And I end back at Stephen! Apparently I can’t get him off my mind… But on the other hand, what would it say about our relationship if I had already forgotten him now?